New Application

Don't worry, I've already started on the new application.

Happiness Was Always The Dream

I'm not going to get my application done in time before it changes, but it's okay. Here is why it's okay:

The other day Colorado was mentioned and I said something about needing to live there someday. I said something about needing to get on following my dreams, but I'm happy where I'm at so it's hard. A friend said "No. Your dream was to be happy. You just thought those things would make you happy. But you have found happiness here. You've already reached your dream."

It took me aback I must say as I thought about it. I've attempted to write blogs about where I'm at in life right now and the happiness I am experiencing, but it never really works. Ones I do post only tell snippets of the story and other things I have written I just never post because I don't feel it does it justice. I feel like it would really just take a long conversation with someone to really get it out, and who would want to have that with me? ha.

But what this friend said just really made me think. Some of my dreams and goals have defined me, been the only thing to keep me going and give me hope, but now as I try to get a start on some of them, I find it so hard to actually do and I really think it's because this friend is right. My dream the whole time was to be happy and those were the things I thought would make me happy, but I have found happiness now. I still hope to achieve some of those goals, but I now understand that if I don't, it's okay and/or if it happens in a different way than I had planned, it's okay. As long as I continue to live my truth and have this happiness, I have reached m dream.

I will complete the application, as long as I'm accepted, I really do think I will do Peace Corps someday, but it's okay for me to take my time.

Changing Application

I just got an e-mail from Peace Corps that they are changing their application Sept. 23rd. If I don't finish my application by then, most of my info will be lost and I will have to start over on the new form. This happened to me when I was applying to AmeriCorps and it was so annoying, I never reapplied. Help me to remember and be motivated to finish my Peace Corps application in 3 weeks!!!!

Back At It

Ok, so the last time I worked on my Peace Corps application was the end of April, 3 months ago. I originally had to stop filling it out and figure out how to get ahold of previous employers to be able to put their contact info, but I got all that info in May... I am in love with my life and my friends and thinking about leaving them, even though it most likely wouldn't be for over a year (or more), I know that was a part of what was keeping me from working on it. Then there was a trip to Europe and having mono. Now I am back and well and tomorrow my friend leaves for Africa for 5 months. My admiration for and jealousy of her motivated me to start working on the application again! So I started back at it tonight. Now I am waiting to hear back from a couple people who were in charge of my volunteer experiences. Other than that, I only have my practical experiences and essays left before submitting the online application. When I realized I only had 2 sections left, it scared me again so I stopped for the night. But I promise to get back to it soon. Feel free to keep me accountable to that!

Europe

I leave for Europe tomorrow. I will be gone until July 18th. When I get back, make me work on the Peace Corps application. Please!

Lillith Fair 2010

So I was planning on telling Peace Corps I'd be available for placement June 1st or later, but I might have to make it later than that because yesterday I found out there will be a Lillith Fair again in the summer of 2010. Peace Corps is on my list of things to do before I die, but so is seeing Sarah McLachlan perform so we'll have to see once more details are announced.

I Wish I Had A Better Memory

I was on a roll for a bit filling out the application, but my terrible memory, well, terrible lack of a memory, keeps getting in my way a bit. First I couldn't remember how many semesters I took of Spanish in college & if I had passed out of Spanish I & just taken II or if I had to take both. To find that out I needed to check my transcript. I remembered getting transcripts before I left school, but couldn't remember what I did with them. Luckily my mom has them so she was able to let me know that I took one semester of Spanish II. (Which means I tested out of Spanish I, good job me.)

Now I'm at the previous work experience part. It's hard for me to remember who my supervisors were for what & plus I've lost contact with some of them, but I need a name, number, & e-mail. I found e-mails for the 2 that I am not in touch with anymore & I hope that they still work so now I am just waiting to hopefully hear from them before I can move on.

When I am done filling out that part, I have to attach a resume. I've never made a resume. I've never needed one so just kinda tuned out when we were taught how in class. I remember learning it, but I didn't store the info since I didn't need it at the time. The smart thing to do would have been to make one anyway, but I've never really been the "think ahead" kind... So hopefully I will hear from my former supervisors & find someone to help me out with my resume & then I will be on my way again with the application.