Lillith Fair 2010

So I was planning on telling Peace Corps I'd be available for placement June 1st or later, but I might have to make it later than that because yesterday I found out there will be a Lillith Fair again in the summer of 2010. Peace Corps is on my list of things to do before I die, but so is seeing Sarah McLachlan perform so we'll have to see once more details are announced.

I Wish I Had A Better Memory

I was on a roll for a bit filling out the application, but my terrible memory, well, terrible lack of a memory, keeps getting in my way a bit. First I couldn't remember how many semesters I took of Spanish in college & if I had passed out of Spanish I & just taken II or if I had to take both. To find that out I needed to check my transcript. I remembered getting transcripts before I left school, but couldn't remember what I did with them. Luckily my mom has them so she was able to let me know that I took one semester of Spanish II. (Which means I tested out of Spanish I, good job me.)

Now I'm at the previous work experience part. It's hard for me to remember who my supervisors were for what & plus I've lost contact with some of them, but I need a name, number, & e-mail. I found e-mails for the 2 that I am not in touch with anymore & I hope that they still work so now I am just waiting to hopefully hear from them before I can move on.

When I am done filling out that part, I have to attach a resume. I've never made a resume. I've never needed one so just kinda tuned out when we were taught how in class. I remember learning it, but I didn't store the info since I didn't need it at the time. The smart thing to do would have been to make one anyway, but I've never really been the "think ahead" kind... So hopefully I will hear from my former supervisors & find someone to help me out with my resume & then I will be on my way again with the application.

Inspiration

I have officially started the application. I filled out the first section- "Personal Information." This is not a big deal- name, address, phone number, social security number, etc. But it feels good to start it.

Part of me doesn't want to do this now. I am loving life. I love where I'm at, I love my coworkers, and I love my friends more than anything. But I also know that my heart & my spirit get unsettled if we stay in one place too long. Plus, this has been a dream of mine for awhile and I have to at least try.

Lately I've had some inspiration to do it as well-

I got back in touch with the original person who inspired me to do it. This is a girl I worked with a bit at a summer camp. She is the first person I really met that had similar goals as me in life and she made me feel less weird about it and more like it was okay to want those things and that they were actually possible to do.

I have friends that have recently studied or are currently studying abroad. I admire them so much for picking up and leaving what they know and are comfortable with to go somewhere so far away for an extended period of time where they don't know the culture, language, etc. They have done or are doing what I want to, but am scared to do.

I also have a couple friends who are in the process of following their dreams, making their dreams happen and it excites me so much for them. I am so happy hearing about their updates and how things are coming together for them. It has also made me remember my dreams and motivated me to take action on making it happen.

So to all of you, thank you.

The Beginning

The summer between my freshman & sophomore years of college I started a list of things to do before I die. One of the first things on that list was "join the Peace Corps." Well, yesterday I officially started that process.

I went online & started the application process. All I've really done is set up an account & filled out the basic info (name, address, etc.) Haven't officially started the actual application, but I'm on my way.

I have decided to make a blog about it from the very beginning. Starting this blog at this point though makes me nervous. Now everyone can know that I have started the Peace Corps process. I have this huge fear of failure though. What if I don't follow through with the whole thing? What if I don't make it in? Now everyone will know. Well, I have done a lot of growing lately and am working on certain things about myself and I feel that this is a good step & learning process for me so I am putting myself out there & if I do fail & people know, it will be okay.

So here it is. The first step. I will try to keep it updated as I go along. Hopefully in 3 years this blog will still be going (the app. process takes about a year & then a 2 year commitment of actual service). Wish me luck.